meds

Forgot to take my meds last night. Is that a good sign? I'm not sure. I was having a good time with Penny and a neighborg, laughing and telling stories and totally forgot. As I lay in bed thinking why aren't I asleep I kept asking God. What's going on Lord I close my eyes and see nothing. Are you there? Do you ever feel that way? Like God is hiding from you. Of course he is not but we make a big deal out of it. I actually thought about a dream I used to have about a garden, a rose garden. Well kept, and manicured. The roses were giants and I got to touch them! I asked God why I didn't dream about the roses any more and no answer came. Yet as I think about right now I realize I was dreaming about the garden and the beautiful roses! We are so silly sometimes. I thank Good for reminding me that the dream still alive and that someday I will walk through that garden in heaven with HIM by my side. Now that's exciting! I did fall asleep after that and was grateful for His faithfulness. We often forget He is there all the time, even when we feel alone. I have to read His word on a daily basis just to remind me of His presence in my life. When I read about David and his struggles and how somehow he always cried out to God for stremgth I find it very encouraging.

Well, I took Penny around the little town of Madison this morning. We walked together, she took pictures (lots of pictures) and we chatted. It felt good to continue to get ready for sunday. It feels good to have strength to walk and enjoy the beauty that surrounds us. I wonder how many people will be there at the race. Will I finish, yes! With God's help I can do it. I can't believe its only 10:48am! Sorry, I'm rambling. It feels good though.

Thank you so much for prayers. I feel stronger every day. Pray for Sunday!