hummingbirds buzzing about

It is so nice to watch hummingbirds in the cool of the morning sunrise. They buzz each other and bounce off each other all to claim a spot on the feeder. Even though there are three or four other open spots they feel they need to claim the feeder as theirs. I'm thinking about how we as christians sometimes want to claim we are best at this talent or that just for the sake of it. And then those of us who let others do the "buzzing" because there are plenty of spots and someone will step up. lol. right now i wish i was a hummingbird fighting for a spot on the feeder. No strength, but a desire to be energetic and alive with spark. God is quicck to remind me that He's going to get me through this and maybe next year I'll be encouraging someone else to move forward and that they are in God's angels hands. Father is so faithful and humble. He wants a relationship with us, you know a little chat here and there a little (maybe a lot of listening)silence on our part. Lets listen to Him today and see what He wantsto tell us. In the meantime, i'm going to water my plants and listen...Chemo today. pray no nausea. Love you guys. Doris